CHANGING XANGAS

I'm only going to use icu_girl and tryin_out_a_layout now.

I haven't touched my xangas in forever anyway,

so there is no point in keeping this one anymore.

I'll stick to my first one and my icon holder one.

Hope anyone who ever liked me will say hi on my other xangas.

I'm only going to check on this one once in a while for icons and stuff.

Laterz

Heartaches

Well, I told the guy I like that I like him.

He didn't say how he felt about me,

but he told me he already knew.

I'm relieved he won't avoid me and all that,

but it still hurts a bit that he likes someone else (knew this beforehand).

I just had to tell him though,

because then he would go give a girl a valentine without confirming my feelings for him.

You never know what's going to happen right?

Well, I hope he's happy and that I'll be happy too.

Maybe he'll have a change of heart,

but for now it's okay for us to just stay where we are.

Lord, have mercy!

Too much has changed and happened this year (as in school year and all).

There's too much drama and all that bad stuff going on too.

People need to learn to chill and be happy-go-lucky or mellow.

I'm sick of my class and how they act. It all leads to trouble and headaches.

I've been given "heart attacks" too. Too many people I love have gotten into close calls.

I'm just scared someone is really going to die at some point. If someone does hopefully it's me.

I don't want to sound all suicidal and all, but I don't want to see someone I love lying in a coffin cold and stiff.

Seeing someone you know and have spent time with, or even anyone at all, lying there like that is enough

to make your heart skip a beat and quicken its pace. It's sad to think about everyone who will miss him/her.

Happy Holidays!!!

happy thanksgiving!